The Navy sucks... A lot.

Today has been a glowing day, I feel good, the future doesn't scare me, my past doesn't haunt me, im in the moment and it feels great, i cant explain what happens in the stratosphere but it kind of puts things out of place in a way that makes you content with it, maybe its just my thirst for chaos that I enjoy this feeling, when things get too structured it can be tough to keep face, I think my approaching ship date for boot camp was making me feel quite troubled, and with the absence of two good friends it was overbearing a little, plus the ladies haven't been too kind lately, not that they ever where, but all of that doesn't seem to matter, tomorrow may be different but it doesn't even exist yet so I'm not worrying about it at all, I think ill buy a ticket to the Spheatre soon, but this time ill make sure to utilize my greatest weapons more than i have been doing in recent travels to the Stratosphere, i dont regret not using them more, I just know i need to use them more next time, not just for me or my friends but for anyone on here who actually looks at my work, so you can see what greatness is inspired by this mystical place, if you know what your doing. I dreamt that I was already on that plateau with my brothers over looking the great forests and shimmering lakes, ancient mountains and valleys. I could taste the clean air and a sense of triumph that came with the breeze blowing my shirt around me. "I want to see mountains again Gandalf, mountains!"

Things are about to change for me, drastically, although now im stuck in this quagmire of a town, the greyest place on earth, although some of my best memories are here, most of the people who made those memories so valuable are gone, few of us left have the motivation to get up to the old mischief that made our blood pump, and it makes me incredibly nostalgic, ive made a few recent attempts to escape it, though only temporary ones and they have led me to refuel my passion for the arts, though the coals are burning low, now if I can just find a way to fan the fire...

So i drew some cool shit this past week, well one thing actually, BUT its really cool, i think so anyway, but i drew it only to find out that my scanner doesnt work... looks like you meat-sacks will have to wait a while to see it.

Cheers
Tim

Things are going alright back home here in the US, im getting back into the time zone here, im trying to make some music, but i think i need some other people involved to help me fill in the missing bits and peices, plus its more fun with other people.
My art has taken a turn for the better, or so i hope, ive been doodling some stuff and maybe ill even post a picture of something up soon, if you all clap you hands i will.
Ive been getting so much music lately thanks to the fact that ive been isolated from most of the music community here for 7 months, its pretty cool always having something new to listen to.

OK well thats all for now
Cheers
Tim